It's a Divine Alliance that God gave CC+J!

I’ve set this goal before I know who will be the one.

And then I got him. Zen Liew, he was my secondary school bro, which we been through a lot of ups & down.

During the time CC+J got robbed, he’s the one who sent his PC to CC+J for us to rush our deadlines.(Sean Foo & Andrew Soo also sent their PC to help =)

He took 1 month off in his job & offer himself to help in CC+J for FREE, because he want to LEARN new thing.

I’m so glad he’s with us now.

And Zen is definitely PASSIONATE, TALENTED & PROFESSIONAL!

I foresee a GREAT FUTURE we have together with the team on board! CHEERS!

Let’s make brands FAMOUS! =)

See more progress on: have a passionate, talented & professional Account Manager by 2007

They are LOVELY, CUTE & ADORABLE

I’ve finally bought them from a local breeder 3 months ago (4 Sept), they are now 6 months old.
They are so cute, my family love them too. When you are so stress, you look at their big eyes, you can forget the stress, because they are SO INNOCENT!
They are now part of our life.
They are definitely worth having!!!

See more progress on: own a pair of sugar gliders

CC+J Adhaus Design Director

I’ve finally manage to enroll chin yong to be in CC+J, after 5 times of invitation/offer/approach in these 2 yrs. He’s indeed worth the effort, his joining gave CC+J a huge impact of design direction, foundation & most importantly, the standard.
I’m waiting to see him move forward to his next level.
I urge you guys who want to have talented people in your team. Never give up, have a strong & firm vision, and 1 day your dream team will join you.

See more progress on: bring chinyong in as CC+J Adhaus Design Director by 2007

TIME HAS TURBO!

WOW!!!! It's been HALF A YEAR since my last blog, gosh. Didn't realise TIME actually on it's TURBO.

It has been an exciting 6 months since I decided to gave up miamiadschool (though I still dream of it someday)
I still read their book of conduct which actually help me on the point of view to advertising.

CC+J Adhaus is looking at awards this year. Determined to get the 1st award for ourself.

Me myself were all over the place in the past 6 months, most of time servicing clients, quality control, admin, decorator, cleaner & all the time thinking of how to push CC+J Adhaus to next level.

For the next 3 months. I'll be focus on account management and I'll develop a "Brand Executive Handbook".

Stated all the "Rules & Regulation", TO-DO, Routine task, street-smart skill, save-ass techniques, art of quoting for the next brand executive who will be coming in to CC+J Adhaus. I think this will save him/her alot of time and make their life easier.

Chee chiaw and team are working on our corporate brochure. Teh (brand designer) and team are working on the our own website. And I can't wait to see the completion of both. We were always doing client's works, but not our own.

Once the both is complete. We will start looking for clients which can provide us the opportunity to jump to the next level.

Hmmm... I'm now in starbucks at plaza damas, Teh is calling me go back up to office for ideas vomit session which we have every week, a session which we set a title and the whole team will throw ideas (included admin).

We have punishment for those who can't meet the amount of ideas we set each week. And guess what, I haven't even start to think of any ideas now. SHIT!!!!

OK! I will vomit 10 ideas in 15 minutes time! CIAO!

Goodbye Miami Ad School

I've decided to give up Miamiadschool. Ya... very big decision. Probably the biggest thing I gave up at this point of my life.

I decided to stay, to build up CC+J, I'm still very interested in oversea exposure. I will definitely invest in international conferences, seminar and talks. Bring overseas elements back here in Malaysia.

I see very bright future here.

I always dream I'll be very great when I come back from Miami, but after awardschool, I saw some sparkling stars, I changed my mind, If I'm good, I can be great anywhere. I'm glad that I had attended and have experience and exposure in 95% and Awardschool.

Most of all, every single day in CC+J I learn new things, I learn from freelancer, learn from designer, learn from partner, learn from clients, learn from production people, learn to aware of the surrounding, learn to appreciate great design, learn to fall, learn to climb back up, learn presentation skills, learn social skill, learn to laugh, learn to be happy and appreciate what I have now.

I'm so happy now to see my parents can finally see their youngest son out in the working place and need not worry bout the fees that they need to bare. My bro had save the fees to send me to Miamiadschool, I'm so glad he can use it for his own career now, need not paying so much for my fees as he still has his dream chase. I'm glad, I'm happy, I'm excited, I'm totally, insanely, incredibly happy for what I have, my decision and my future!

Thank God.

I told my Mum I fell for a girl...

That was what I did today, I told my mum," Maa... I fell for a girl.."
Mum replied,"What so special? you always fall for girls!"
My sis joined in,"Maa, you should be glad that he didn't tell you he fell for a guy."
Then my elder sis called from Johor, when my mum was toking to her, I shouted from the sofa, "JIE! I FELL FOR A GIRL!"
My elder sis gave the same feedback my Mum did.

........................................................ Sien Ah!

I almost forgot

Hungry ghost festival, I almost forgot its now the month of hungry ghost, until I read cheechiaw's blog just now. I actually added a comment there state everything I want to say about it. But I accidently closed it. So I'll just put it here in my blog.

Cheechiaw were asking, which one is more scary, ghost or human? (cheechiaw.blogspot.com)

Last time I do scared of ghost, until a day, a friend of mine share a fact with me. He asked me, have you ever heard of any ghost that took a knife and puke somebody? Or any ghost actually choke you with their hand? NO RIGHT?

So if we don't scared of them, or maybe they might just wanna say hi. From that day onwards I don't scared of ghost anymore.

And back to cheechiaw's question, OF COURSE human are more scary, cos I really heard of human killed people with a knife, choke to death, rape, rob ...etc.

That's a chinese jargon "worse than see ghost" - "charm ko kin guai". I guess that's the reason why. =)

Passion for fishing!

Yesterday me and cheechiaw were talking about fishing, I didn't know cheechiaw were into fishing. We were team since end of the year 2005 and started up CC+J Adhaus together since beginning of this year, and I didn't know that we actually had passion for fishing.

Cheechiaw suggested to go for fishing on next week, I agreed on that. But actually I don't really feel like it, I mean, I'm fine to go for it, but I'm not like crazy for it. Cos my passion for it wasn't there anymore. And Cheechiaw were so hot, he suggested to make it earlier, the next day, and later he said, why not today? later? Oh my... I get his itch for that. Alright, I'm okay, so I get into my store room's "innest partition" to search for my fishing rods and stuffs, which I didn't touch it almost for 3 yrs. Of course I found it in the end.

Then we went Laguna pond in kelana jaya. That was the 1st time after 3 yrs, and was also the 1st time I didn't get any fish there!!! Cheechiaw got 1 pacu, which he called me from the other side of the pond and ask me to bring camera to shoot him. Haih. We were there from 10.30p.m, and we left at 2.30p.m, time flies during fishing. Brought my post-it, wanted to think of Fedex idea during fishing, since it will be bored if there are no fishes got hook. But just couldn't concerntrate, afraid of my rod will fall into water.

And I guess my FIRE for fishing start burning in me. We went to shop that sells fishing stuffs today, got some stuffs there, and both of us targeted the same multiplyer reels. Hmmm... oh... when there is a target... oh no. jus can't imagine. Cheechiaw even went there alone today to fish, and he called me, told me he got 2 pacu again. And I could feel my itch for that.

Just want to make sure our passion for fishing won't ruin our business. =P

p/s: That is Cheechiaw and his fish in the photo!!! JUST KIDDING! That was just a photo I got for google. hehe

TV Commercials Idea

I find it so hard to think if TVC ideas, I was so wrong. I always thought TVC ideas are easy job. Because I like to talk nonsense during yamchar, and I always could create dramatic stories and bizzare ideas with jus a simple fact or point. And it just cross by my head like tHaT, yeah, jus like that. So I thought TVC would be my strongest media to come out with ideas. I even tell cheechiaw this is the time to break my 100 ideas declaration. I find it so wrong now.

Last brief, I was so dead, and this week is tvc campaign. Tommorow is deadline, and I jus got few ideas and even myself don't like it. Oh no....!!!

I watched many tvc reels since last brief, what I got from it was, what a tvc want to say is very simple, and it might not be an interesting point, but it dramatize like crazy. I found it easy, but when it comes to myself. Hmmm... stuck, stuck, stuck.

Okay... enough of that. Hmmm.... ok! after this I'll clear my mind, jus focus of the simple fact, and dramatize it. And search for some new angle of seeing that fact and their service. Then dramatize it again. Will fight till last minute. And I want at least 3 campaigns that I'll proud to present before tommorow deadline at 7p.m.

PeeE! PeeEEEeeE!!!!!~~~~ First half ended!

First half of tutorial classes ended last week at 0&M, It was a great lesson, I mean great lessons gaven by Daniel Comar, Paul Lim & Brian Capel. Was a great experience throughout the 6 weeks of the tutorials, 3 of them have different character, style and ways of teaching or to say inspiring 6 of us in the class.

Paul was into big picture, idea that work/not. And Brian was more into detail, insight. Daniel Comar, invited me to new way of thinking. I was really impressed and learnt alot from the tutorial classes.

I think a leader or someone who maintain the creative standard in an agency shouldn't tell the team what to do but to create space for the team to explore their own creativity. And Dani did exactly that in our tutorial class, he created so much space for us to move on, and Dani really taught us how to fish instead of giving us fishes. I guess the reason why Daniel Comar an ECD in O&M.

Wish to thank Dani, Paul & Brian for spending their precious time volunteering in these tutorial sessions. Renee for updating info to us. Not to forget the Auntie that waited for us every classes, the one that have to wait for 6 of us to reach then only she can close the gate and leave. (So sorry, forget to ask her name, just called her Auntie all the time) Thank you very much and love you all. Hugs!

Now looking forward for the next tutorial sessions in Naga DDB with Ted Lim, so excited!

Hug.

A simple yet powerful gesture we can offer. It warms our heart. deeply.

I once read an article, that we started to hug when we were in mother's womb, we hugged ourself to give ourself warm, feeling of secure.

And we will give hug to people we trust, because when we hug, we open up our heart and give all of ourself, If the one you hug is hidding a knife about to stab you. You're sure dead.

I think so... in a way. Nowadays there are many hypocrites around that even if they don't trust, hate each other, they still hug. I've seen few times happened. But it was just so obvious. I think it's not easy, and I can say its impossible to hide it (except Tom Hanks, he's too good in acting) , it shows up on the face when you're not being true & authentic.

Guys can gives hug to guys. It doesn't mean a "brokeback hug", a lot of people seen it as sissy, gayish. But I think when your heart is straight, nothing else bend. You never know how powerful a friend's hug can be when we're depress.

A hug is so simple yet it gives strength to people, It pulls someone up when their down. It simply show and express your love. Doesn't need to understand someone language, doens't need a word, doesn't need a mask, it only require love in your heart.

Feel another heart beats so close to your heart. Hear the voice that speak to your heart, most of the times you won't understand, but you know it all translated into one word... Love.


A year before I was still staying at puchong with my coursemates, I went home once a week, sometimes once a month when I were rushing projects. I started to realise, that's not much time left I could spent with my family as I'm going to U.S soon. And I wanted to tell my mum how much I love her and care for her, I started to hug her when I left home everytime.

At first she can't take that, because I'm from chinese educated family, and my mum SO not use to it. She said, hug only when we leaving in the airport or long time didnt meet each other, and it doens't need to hug to show love. But I just insisted to hug her, lastly she surrender. hehe. And everytime I hug her, I feel so love. She show the yucky face at first and slowly she use to it and I knew she could feel my love to her as well.

I hug my dad only on special occasion like father's day, I really want to hug him, he's such a great, wonderful, lovely and responsible Dad to me, I seldom see him nowadays as he always travel outstation to work.

A hug unveil all the messages, messages that tells my family, how much I love, how much I care, how much I really appreciate them, and it send it out silently in a hug. Im so grateful to borned in this family.

Thanks God for giving me hands to hold, body to hug and the heart to love.

"Yesterday"

I was attracted by the name of the main character, “Yesterday”, what a strange yet special name for an African, actually not only african, anyone who use this name, I find it really special. I wonder why this person name Yesterday, is she always live in yesterday? telling past stories all the time? Has she died? does she just love the song “Yesterday”? She doesn’t want to confront today? Is there any meaning to her with the name of Yesterday? Or it might just simply name by just flipping through the dictionary?

I have all these questions in my mind by just looking at the character’s name and that’s why I chose this African movie.
It began with an African song, I don’t have any idea what the song is about, but I feel comfortable by listening to it, the music is played by classical guitar or maybe some traditional african music instrument, but it sounds like guitar, clear, clean sound. A man singing in a relaxing and tight voice. Sounds to me like a dad comforting a child and a family. A lovely, caring and strong daddy.

When the movie’s goes along, I forgotten my question about her name “Yesterday”, but rather I was more interested in their clothing, it’s so nice, mix and match, all sorts of floral, colors. But I just wonder why they’re in such a poor living but still get nice clothing. It doesn’t really matter, because their fashion are strange mix and match but it’s special, some are like apron, with a t-shirt inside, a lot like pregnant shirt and almost all of them wear bandanna. And all of them match with their clothes.
I realized the overall color mood were in brown and yellowish, is that an african color mood? But it seem to me it is, all the things there, wooden house, rice paddy, sand.

The movie’s background sounds so pathetic, but everyone in the movie seems to smile all the time when they meet each other. A weird combination, that I can’t explain. Is that I don’t have the sense? or the music/sound crew for this movie doesn’t have it? Or I guess it’s a culture difference, I might get to feel, understand & appreciate if I spend sometime in african culture and movies.

Another character got my attention was a doctor in the movie, she’s a western person, I don’t know where she’s from, but she speak perfect african language, that’s really so attractive to me. It remind me when those superstar and artist speak foreign language in foreign country, a simple “How are you?”, “My name is XXX”, “I love you all”. Then they get a big round of applause by the audience, and I find it really stupid compare to this. A doctor, adapt a foreign language to communicate with the patient, speaking it perfectly. These kind of peoples definitely deserve all the applause in my point of view.

Although Yesterday’s daughter was one of the main character in the movie, but I didn’t really pay attention on her, a typical poor girl wanting to go to school and study. That's all.

And before I end this, I found my answer on why her name Yesterday? It was because she felt that, yesterday is always greater than today. It’s just that simple. I think this "journey" of looking for the answer of "Yesterday" is just so “Life”, went through the analyzing progress, this and that, and it’s actually just so simple.

Life is just as simple as we think.

One of my mission before Miami Ad School

CC+J Adhaus got to be up & running! Its already July now, 5 more months I'm leaving to U.S. I want CC+J to be up & running and fully established before I leave and get at least 3 major clients which constantly giving us jobs. That we don't need to depend on small jobs to maintain our cashflow.

And hire 2 designers and one A.E before I leave, of course make sure we have enough jobs to "feed" them. So that CC+J Adhaus could proudly invite our chief designer CY to be on board by next year. He's currently in a big firm as a Senior Designer handling major projects.

I wish to see creative teams in CC+J Adhaus when I come back in 2 yrs time(maybe longer). Then it'll be a genuine advertising agency, rather than a design firm.

5/60 - 2 more days to go. Mission Impossible?

I want to have 60 ideas for this new brief. So far I've just got 5! Just 5. what's wrong, having creative block? This week CC+J is rushing a project for a client. But this is not an excuse, infact it's a lesson for me to get through, how can I still think of ideas even its busy with other jobs. Alright, save my time now, today I wanna vomit out at least 40 ideas. Cos still got other things to handle, a TV script for Brian which I've done but just lazy to write in a script, easier to act and tell the idea. hehe, and redo a report for Dani which I just scored 1 out of 10 points. So shame to tell. =P

ALRIGHT! 60 IDEAS!!! I WILL GET IT!

CAUTIONS: DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME!

YeaAH! Hit 50 ideas! Actually I came out 50+, but i jus show 50, because some ideas I can't really get the msg myself. hehe. 5 was chosen, which I'm quite satisfy, 1 of it I really like it.

Its been so suffer finding angles for the msg from this brief, but somehow it's has been ... hehe ! It was a GREAT exprerience and this time it forced me to think of ideas in some new ways, 1 of it sound ebit crazy, if my mum hear me during that time, she must stop me continue being in advertising. HEHE... it goes like this....

I imagine myself is the world smallest mp3 player, and I ask people to buy me, I tell why I'm good, why you should buy me, and how I'll benefit you, and my enemy are ipod and other mp3 player, I tease them, and why I'm better than them. And all by myself, I spoke to myself. heheheh. It's quite interesting, Nothing new, those things I said, are all from what I know, but I get to see which msg is more important when comes to enrolling or persuading people to buy "Me".

Maybe I should suggest to people around me/ my group member. But don't do it with your door open and looking at the mirror, it really scary. hehe. I did that when I was driving.

Luckily I don't have any gf now, or else she must be SHOCK of this. haha.

This also remind me when me & cheechiaw were in 95%, we actually hypnotized each other. hehehe, not to say really hypnotize, but I will ask him close his eyes.... and like.... okay, (jus example, can't really remember the real one, its been awhile) You're a 28 yrs old man, a team sales manager working in citibank, your monthly salary is RM3500, you drive a honda city, and bla bla bla, then we'll goes into the question, will you go to this place if you hear this msg from radio/ tv/ magazine. Something like that, then he'll do that to me as well with diff questions. Tried to put each other in the target audience's shoe and see what they think. Its really hard, better to just ask people who are really your target audience. hehe. It was stupid and crazy, but was an experience and a great fun memories to have.

Might try that again in the future! hehe. donno. maybe on next brief! BATTERY!.......... Imagine yourself a normal AA battery, will you think the world its unfair to you.... if you meet an AA......... Rechargable Battery????? HEHEHEHE JUS KIDDING!

How to prevent Idea Thief???

There are actually no way to prevent idea thief, but what I suggest is that to practise more and more on idea generating, when it becomes a force in myself, like a fountain of life, Im building my fountain of ideas, by reading more books, watch great movies, more and more curious about anything under the sun, and jus keep the library in me become more and more "stock", and most of all, stay kiddish, be like a kid as I always do when it comes to brainstorming and thinking of idea. Then I will not be afraid of thinking lousy ideas, not afraid of losing. I think in order to WIN, I must lose first.

So when it comes to ideas, I think it wouldn't be depleted. =)

Just imagine when you are a zillionaire, would you mind a thief steal 1 ringgit from you?

Infact, it is really a sad case for them. It will really ruin their career.

And lastly, I guess we shouldn't focus our energy on it, not to focus on how to prevent them, but focus our energy on how to improve ourself. That's the best way to prevent!

I can't fight this feeling.

I fell for a girl...."Z".

Hmmm... so suffer, I feel like telling her that I like her, but I just scared it will ruin everything.

It's been so long I didn't keep my feelings. I always express my feelings to the girls that I like. Even if I know I won't/ can't be with her, at least I've said what I wanna say, then I feel better. But this time is just so different, I feel so scared to tell her.

Just now I went out to pass a cd to Z, and I just feel so suffer when I reach home, I hate that feeling!

But when I recall, It's been a while I didnt allow this kind of feeling to last, cos whenever I like a girl, I'll just tell her in 1-2 days, so I won't have to feel the pain of keeping words in my heart. And suddenly I think, I guess I should enjoy the feeling, the feeling of loving someone, without letting them know, I always thought I should let the girl know if i like her, orelse i feel so stupid suffering by myself, she might don't even know. And thats why I've been being "Smart" all the time.

And I guess I should be stupid this time and jus allow the feeling to comes in, enjoy the feeling, and it no longer becomes a pain, but sweetness.

A BOOST to kici's DREAM~!!!

Last 2 weeks, I finally got the news from Miami, I GOT ACCEPTED! hehe, SO HAPPY, it's my dream to be in Miamiadschool. And its definitely a giant leap to my ultimate goal of being a Worldwide Creative Director in International Ad Agency. After graduate from limkokwing, I knew my book its not good, or to say I dont hav a book actually. So then I spent 2 months in 95% training centre under training from Janet Lee, my BEST mentor ever!

After graduated from 95%, I've work on 95% campaign, promoting its training courses, workshops, talks. And that was the period that I had BIG BREAKTHROUGH on my ideas. During college time, when I receive a brief, I'll just came out 2-3 ideas, MAX 5 which I tot were the "best" idea, then I'll just take it on. In 95%, I always scared to come out with lousy ideas, becos those are bunch of passionate peoples on advertising. Hmm.... my attitude remain the same. Only when I did the 95% campaign, I got inspired after reading "PICKME", its not about the best idea, quantity leads to quality, so then i jus throw out whatever idea i hav, in 2 hours, I came out 30 ideas, and the following days the same. 30 ideas. I really got impressed by myself. =P but its true, I cant believe i could come out with 60 ideas in 2 days. That was TOTALLY CRAZILY INSANE for me.

And 2 was chosen from the 60. Other 58 I still keeping it in a box. That's to remind me i CAN do it!

It gave me the confidence to move on to Miamiadschool. I will just focus on my art direction now, and ofcos in the same time still continue polishing my ideas and my evaluating skills on ideas. Most of the times i find it hard evaluate my own ideas. Guess i should stop to think of ideas. then rest for a while( mayb a day). then only start to evaluate my ideas, cos its hard to play 2 characters in the same time.

My next target is 100 ideas! I want to achieve it soon. Then i'll be proud of myself at this point of my career.

I wanted to hit it on my 1st week of AWARD school, but I failed, 2nd week also failed, came out 30+ almost 40. Harder I push myself, lesser I get, I think I'll slowly increase, because it has been some time since the 95% campaign was over, and ever since me & cheechiaw officially started "CC+J ADHAUS", I think I've been stop thinking of ad ideas, jus focus on finding clients, presenting works, and all are design works, dealing with designers, printers and everything except ad ideas. I guess it would take some practice for my brain to get HOT again. hehe.

This week I'm aiming for 50, next week 60, and before the AWARD school end, I want to hit 100 at least once. That will be a benchmark for me.

I'm SO EXCITED, hehe, although my brain is ebit dry on the brief of "The world smallest mp3 player". But I'm still digging here and there, asking questions around, finding insights, well... will want to hit my 50 this week as of my target. =)

Sad.

I was so down jus now, something happened. I cried for few minutes. But now im fine edi, wateva happen, it happen for a reason. I learnt to accept it, experience the pain to the max. And then move on. =)

"Polar Bear - Peace"

I just saw a documentary in the tv "Animal's Planet". It was about a baby polar bear, her name was "Peace". She was an abandoned baby. So the 1st day of her life she has been handraised by the zookeeper "H".

H brought her home everyday and take care of her as if she was his own baby. He has taken the job of Peace's mummy. Peace was SOOO noisy, and so naughty. But.. she was SOOOO cute. H brings Peace jogging and play with her all the time. In the midnight, H woke up every 3 hours just to feed her milk while the period she wasn't gaining weight. And searched for the best diet for Peace.

And on the 110 days. H decided to leave her in the zoo for overnight. Because Peace can't stay in his house as she's growing fast and she need to use to the night in zoo that she was going to spent rest of her life there. The first night, Peace cried til she lost her voice. H could do nothing for that.

Day by day, Peace getting lesser nights that she cried herself to sleep. And soon another challege for H was, Peace have to learn to swim as summer was about to come. Peace must learn to swim to keep herself cool. For days, Peace struggled, H threw her down to water with the special bait in his hand that Peace loved so much, M.I.L.K - MILK! Peace bited H once during the swimming lesson. H slapped her, sounded her and stare into her eyes. Peace realized that she did something wrong and hurted H. She kept quiet and sit in the water. (the pool was very shallow)

And after weeks, finally Peace paddled well and swim in the pool which the water level was over polarhead. (i mean overhead). Cool!~

Years gone by, Peace growing fatter and fatter, and she is now 5 yrs old and she over 200 over pounds, she's now taller than H alot.

During these 5 yrs, H take care of her everyday and there are ups and down... countless challenges, happened between H and Peace, even H's family. Every year they celebrate Peace's birthday with her. H's wife, and his 2 kids.

The love between H and Peace were so great. But what grabbed me most was when H said, Peace was growing and gaining weight all these years, she did change alot. But what didn't change was her eyes. H could read her through her eyes, he knows if she's relax, intimidated, happy, sad and how she feel. And i think that's very true.

I once heard of a quote, "Eye's are the window to a soul." And I think not only for human, but any living creatures with "eyes'.

Previous blogs

So i decided to transfer my friendster's blog here. Just 3 of it, that's all. hehe.

"Editing lesson" - 2005.10.02

yesterday was the 1st lesson for video crew. not bad. learn alot of knowledge for editing, like cutting scene, the style of hollywood, how's their cutting and the others. the cutting of music video, the rhythm the cutting point of the movie etc...
but havent learn the software. it'll b next 2 week. But i've missed the 1st lesson that was about camera shooting session. Kareem teach all basic about the video cam in church. and gav an assignment on a few scenes shots. now i must read the note myself. but also dont really understand. gotto find kareem on this coming tue,wed. cos thursday will b shooting it with my groupmate, 2 persons in a group. anita from africa.luckily i heard she know ebit about it. cos she was in video crew for sometime. but she also missed the 1st lesson.
haih. anyway. still feel excited on the lesson. will hav a chance to hold the big camera act like director. hehe.


"Video Crew" - 2005.09.29

Hmm... today got to know about church's multimedia team (video crew), actually hav heard of it. but didnt went to check it out. but today after seen kareem's short film. hmm... quite nice i think. i always want to make a short film. its a thought and dream without action. as i dont even hav a video-cam! =P
but then now the church is offering classes on every week. teaching shooting and editing skill, its a boost on my little dream being short film director. Looking forward to attend the 1st lesson on this saturday.


"life as like before" - 2005.07.18

My life has officially back to the time before i met her. Supposingly i should feel glad because i can concerntrate on my studies, and everything i do. But life jus seems incomplete without her. This is my 1st blog, didnt tot of posting any blog previously, but i hate to keep things in my heart, and dont think tis is very big problem that i should call my friends out to talk about as im rushing a project. Hmm.... Miss every moments that i spent with her. Alright... Hav to continue my work..... I kissed dating goodbye.....

Virgin.

WELCOME TO KICI's BIGWORLD! Although im kici (kecil), but my world is BUSAK (besar). hehe.

Hehe, this is my first blog here. i had one in friendster, but I just wrote few there, considering whether want to transfer here.

I felt excited after read few of my friend's blogs and decided to start one for myself in this site. I'll keep this going on as a sharing, diary or place where friends, family can update what i've been doing lately.

I don't like to keep things in my heart. So I will say whatever I want to say here, no censor, no mask. U, 18SG, 18SX, macam macam ada. hehe.