I can't fight this feeling.
I fell for a girl...."Z".
Hmmm... so suffer, I feel like telling her that I like her, but I just scared it will ruin everything.
It's been so long I didn't keep my feelings. I always express my feelings to the girls that I like. Even if I know I won't/ can't be with her, at least I've said what I wanna say, then I feel better. But this time is just so different, I feel so scared to tell her.
Just now I went out to pass a cd to Z, and I just feel so suffer when I reach home, I hate that feeling!
But when I recall, It's been a while I didnt allow this kind of feeling to last, cos whenever I like a girl, I'll just tell her in 1-2 days, so I won't have to feel the pain of keeping words in my heart. And suddenly I think, I guess I should enjoy the feeling, the feeling of loving someone, without letting them know, I always thought I should let the girl know if i like her, orelse i feel so stupid suffering by myself, she might don't even know. And thats why I've been being "Smart" all the time.
And I guess I should be stupid this time and jus allow the feeling to comes in, enjoy the feeling, and it no longer becomes a pain, but sweetness.
Hmmm... so suffer, I feel like telling her that I like her, but I just scared it will ruin everything.
It's been so long I didn't keep my feelings. I always express my feelings to the girls that I like. Even if I know I won't/ can't be with her, at least I've said what I wanna say, then I feel better. But this time is just so different, I feel so scared to tell her.
Just now I went out to pass a cd to Z, and I just feel so suffer when I reach home, I hate that feeling!
But when I recall, It's been a while I didnt allow this kind of feeling to last, cos whenever I like a girl, I'll just tell her in 1-2 days, so I won't have to feel the pain of keeping words in my heart. And suddenly I think, I guess I should enjoy the feeling, the feeling of loving someone, without letting them know, I always thought I should let the girl know if i like her, orelse i feel so stupid suffering by myself, she might don't even know. And thats why I've been being "Smart" all the time.
And I guess I should be stupid this time and jus allow the feeling to comes in, enjoy the feeling, and it no longer becomes a pain, but sweetness.
posted by Joescher at
12:15 AM
5 Comments:
let her now...
do not assume such things.
I believe if shes there in front of your eyes, you dont shy away, you go forward.
If you can see yourself in a Worldwide Creative Director chair, then this nice girl is just a walk in the park.
think about it.
By
Minang Bercakap American, at July 06, 2006 7:35 PM
She has a bf in oversea. I do not want to ruin her life and it actually doesn't really matter if she's with me. As long as she's happy with her life.
And I'm happy when I see her, she's such a cheerful girl. =)
I'm leaving to U.S next year. I prefer to let this feeling be in my heart and just stay there.
But I'm glad that you share your opinion, I truly appreciate it! Thanx! =)
By
Joescher, at July 07, 2006 4:35 AM
Hmmm... i can feeeeeeel youuu :p
By
DanielA, at July 11, 2006 10:18 PM
You always do, especially in this matter. =P
By
Joescher, at July 12, 2006 4:35 AM
JiaYou oH..
hope that u can find ur xinfuNesS.
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Anonymous, at November 13, 2006 9:19 AM
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