"Polar Bear - Peace"

I just saw a documentary in the tv "Animal's Planet". It was about a baby polar bear, her name was "Peace". She was an abandoned baby. So the 1st day of her life she has been handraised by the zookeeper "H".

H brought her home everyday and take care of her as if she was his own baby. He has taken the job of Peace's mummy. Peace was SOOO noisy, and so naughty. But.. she was SOOOO cute. H brings Peace jogging and play with her all the time. In the midnight, H woke up every 3 hours just to feed her milk while the period she wasn't gaining weight. And searched for the best diet for Peace.

And on the 110 days. H decided to leave her in the zoo for overnight. Because Peace can't stay in his house as she's growing fast and she need to use to the night in zoo that she was going to spent rest of her life there. The first night, Peace cried til she lost her voice. H could do nothing for that.

Day by day, Peace getting lesser nights that she cried herself to sleep. And soon another challege for H was, Peace have to learn to swim as summer was about to come. Peace must learn to swim to keep herself cool. For days, Peace struggled, H threw her down to water with the special bait in his hand that Peace loved so much, M.I.L.K - MILK! Peace bited H once during the swimming lesson. H slapped her, sounded her and stare into her eyes. Peace realized that she did something wrong and hurted H. She kept quiet and sit in the water. (the pool was very shallow)

And after weeks, finally Peace paddled well and swim in the pool which the water level was over polarhead. (i mean overhead). Cool!~

Years gone by, Peace growing fatter and fatter, and she is now 5 yrs old and she over 200 over pounds, she's now taller than H alot.

During these 5 yrs, H take care of her everyday and there are ups and down... countless challenges, happened between H and Peace, even H's family. Every year they celebrate Peace's birthday with her. H's wife, and his 2 kids.

The love between H and Peace were so great. But what grabbed me most was when H said, Peace was growing and gaining weight all these years, she did change alot. But what didn't change was her eyes. H could read her through her eyes, he knows if she's relax, intimidated, happy, sad and how she feel. And i think that's very true.

I once heard of a quote, "Eye's are the window to a soul." And I think not only for human, but any living creatures with "eyes'.

Previous blogs

So i decided to transfer my friendster's blog here. Just 3 of it, that's all. hehe.

"Editing lesson" - 2005.10.02

yesterday was the 1st lesson for video crew. not bad. learn alot of knowledge for editing, like cutting scene, the style of hollywood, how's their cutting and the others. the cutting of music video, the rhythm the cutting point of the movie etc...
but havent learn the software. it'll b next 2 week. But i've missed the 1st lesson that was about camera shooting session. Kareem teach all basic about the video cam in church. and gav an assignment on a few scenes shots. now i must read the note myself. but also dont really understand. gotto find kareem on this coming tue,wed. cos thursday will b shooting it with my groupmate, 2 persons in a group. anita from africa.luckily i heard she know ebit about it. cos she was in video crew for sometime. but she also missed the 1st lesson.
haih. anyway. still feel excited on the lesson. will hav a chance to hold the big camera act like director. hehe.


"Video Crew" - 2005.09.29

Hmm... today got to know about church's multimedia team (video crew), actually hav heard of it. but didnt went to check it out. but today after seen kareem's short film. hmm... quite nice i think. i always want to make a short film. its a thought and dream without action. as i dont even hav a video-cam! =P
but then now the church is offering classes on every week. teaching shooting and editing skill, its a boost on my little dream being short film director. Looking forward to attend the 1st lesson on this saturday.


"life as like before" - 2005.07.18

My life has officially back to the time before i met her. Supposingly i should feel glad because i can concerntrate on my studies, and everything i do. But life jus seems incomplete without her. This is my 1st blog, didnt tot of posting any blog previously, but i hate to keep things in my heart, and dont think tis is very big problem that i should call my friends out to talk about as im rushing a project. Hmm.... Miss every moments that i spent with her. Alright... Hav to continue my work..... I kissed dating goodbye.....

Virgin.

WELCOME TO KICI's BIGWORLD! Although im kici (kecil), but my world is BUSAK (besar). hehe.

Hehe, this is my first blog here. i had one in friendster, but I just wrote few there, considering whether want to transfer here.

I felt excited after read few of my friend's blogs and decided to start one for myself in this site. I'll keep this going on as a sharing, diary or place where friends, family can update what i've been doing lately.

I don't like to keep things in my heart. So I will say whatever I want to say here, no censor, no mask. U, 18SG, 18SX, macam macam ada. hehe.